Whenever I re-blog or post something of Noel, my favorite tag to use for him is “no”.
Because for those who are unaware of who he is or for someone who is not in this crazy fandom of ours, it would appear that I have hit enter before I could finish typing his name. But nope!
I put “no” because “God damn it, no! Stop being so lovely and kind and brilliant and babely and inspiring. Stop being my hero but also the cause of my sexual frustration. Stop being the person I aspire to be but also the person I aspire to share a bed with. Stop not being rude or disrespectful to people, even if they try to demean you. Be a bitch to them! Stop being so lovely! Stop inspiring me daily and filling my life with so much happiness! Stop inspiring me to chase my dreams and to have confidence in my art! Stop inspiring countless others to create and gifting them with confidence and joy! Stop inspiring people to be happy and to spread joy and laughter and love! Fuck you for saving my life. Fuck you for being a beautiful human being. Fuck you for having the audacity to inspire not only me but thousands of others. Fuck you for respecting us all and loving us all without ever meeting us or conversing with us. Fuck you for being so down-to-earth and kind and grateful to all of your fans. Fuck you for being one of the loveliest people I’ve never met. Asshole.”